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The last Speech and dying declaration of JAMES HENDERSON, late in Bainshole, who was executed at Aberdeen, on Friday the 29th day of October 1790, for the murder of Alexander Gillespie, Slater, and his body given to the Surgeons to be dissected. Aberdeen, printed by James Chalmers. Glasgow, re printed. I JAMES HENDERSON, aged about fifty years, was born in the town of Huntly, and county of Aberdeen, of honest and creditable purents, who gave me a good and Christian edu- cation, according to the best of their power. Hap- py is it For them that they are not now living to be witnesses of my shameful and ignominious end ! As soon as I was able to do any thing,-I got a small pack, and travelled the country for a few years, as a chapman. In this trade I by my in- dustry and sobriety contrived to lay by as much as enabled me to set up shop in the town of Insch, where I resided tor several years. But misfor- tunes came on me by losses and bad debts, which occasioned me to fall behind hand, and my affairs grew worse and worse, till at length my creditors took all I had, and rouped me out of house and hald. About this time I took a fever, and was so had, that my reason was hurt, and was for some months out of my senses, when I was put under the care of she Doctor at Tocher, by whose skill, under the blessing of God, I was again restored to the use of my reason, though destitute of mo- ney or means, and forced to begin the World afresh I betook myself to travelling the country again, and for more than seven years followed my for- mer occupation. But at langth I thought it time to settle, and accordingly married and took pos- session of Benshole, where I had a small shop for such goods as suited the country; and as it could not be expected that I could get much change in that remote place, so as to support my family, I also kept a public house, and between both trades I earned a decent subsistence. I now come to the unfortunate accident Which brings me to this deplorable end, and I solemnly swear, on the word of a dying man who must in a very short space appear before his Maker, that whatever I did in this unhappy matter, was in SELF-DEFENCE, and that I had neither malice nor ill-will at Alexander Gillespie, nor any other man. It was sworn on my trial by a beggar boy, that Gillespie came to my house seeking a drain, and that I struck him acress the head with an axe, which killed him. If this was true, I must have been a monster of iniquity indeed, to kill a man standing peaceably in my house without any pro- ill . No-other witness but this vagrant boy coule say they saw me strike him; and his testi- mony was so contradicted in circumstances by the other witnesses, that no stress could be laid on it. I therefore proceed to narrate this unhappy aflair as it really happened; and I hope the world will credit my narration. I have no tempration now to tell an untruth ; and it would be an awful thing to go out of the world into the presence of the great Judge of all the earth, with a lie in my right hand. I was awakened in the night between Saturday and Sunday,the 10th and 11th of July last, by the noise of breaking one of my Windows, by throw- of stones at it. I immediately got up and saw a man almost half in at the Window ; on which I took up a sharp slate stone which he had thrown in, and struck him on the back of the head on which he fell down, and I took him to the back of the house, Where he was found by the people when they came up, I understand many people still believe that I gave Gellespie his mortal wounds With an axe ; but let them consider that a thin sharp slate stone will cut as clean as a knife; and that there is hardly any other kind of stones in that neighbourhood ; so that he himself furnished the fatal instrument which brought him and me to an untimely end. I shall only say, that it is well known in the country, that his character was none of the best; and if I had been allowed, I could have proved that breaking of windows, was no new thing to him. But now there is no help, and I must subrnit to my hard fate. I hope none will be so cruel as to cast up rny sorrowful fate to my distressed wife and family : I hope the Lord will support her and them under their afflictions ; and that he who is the father of the fatherless, and the widow's shield, will be their God and guide. I return my sincere thanks to the ministers of all denominations, who have visited me since I was condemned. I hope the pains they have taken to point out to me the way to eternal life, will re- dound to the glory and praise of their heavenly Master and to my everlasting happiness. To the keeper of the tolbooth and his servants I desire to return thanks for their humanity and attention to me; and I pray that there kindness may be returned to them sevenfold. I desire to die in peace and charity with all men ; from the heart I forgive rny enemies, hope for forgiveness at the awful judgement seat before which I am now to appear. I acknowledge that by nature I was a child of wrath, and an heir of hell, dead in trespasses and in sin, without God, and without hope in the world, under the curse of the law, but when I read these words in John chap. iii. 16, 17. 18, and that " God who commanded the light to shine " out of darkness," shined in my heart, to give me the knowledge of salvation by the remission of sins according to first John c v, v, 10. " so that I " know when my spirit is absent from my body it ''shall be present with the Lord," I long for that happy time, when I shall behold my God in glory in the land of uprightness. As the Lord in his providence has made me a example, it is my earnest prayer, that my death may.be of service to others, and that every on may see and know that there is a God that judgeth in the earth. It would comfort me [ ] by my terrible exit one person in this multiude might turn from his sins unto God. And new, O Lord Jesus, I turn to thee, Hea thou my last words. Remember me, now tha thou art in thy kingdom, and be merciful to me this day; receive my sinful soul into the arms o thy mercy, and grant that my sufferings in this life being ended, I may be blessed in the enjoyment o thee to all eternity. Amen and Amen. JAMES HENDERSON
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