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The SECOND PART Of the Last SPEECH, Confession and dying Words of JAMES DICK, who was executed at Glasgow on Wednesday the 16th of May 1792,. and his Body given to the Professor of Anatomy to be dissected, For the horrid and cruel murder of his own Wife -----To which, is added, An account of his behaviour in Prison, and on the Scaffold.* Her and me continued at our work doing middling well till the 3oth of October 1791, that this melancholy affair happened. We took our breakfast together that morning as lovingly as any two could do in the world ; after break- fast an acquaintance called upon me and we drank three or four half mutchkins of whisky together, and between one and two he asked men to go out with him, which I did, fore againft my wift's will, we fell in with some more acquaintances and got a great deal of drink. I returned to my house in the evening much the worse of liquor, and to the best of my remembrance my wife was not at home; I was either in bed or going to bed when this melancholy affair happened, I do not mind of any words that we had, I went home with no evil in my heart against her, and I declare I did not know any thing was wrong till I saw her lying on the floor. My next door neighbour came to the door, which I opened as soon as possible, and she went and looked at my wife and said she was gone, she opened her breast and I saw the stab of a knife in one of her breasts, I then soon turned sober and thought what would be the consequnce, but never thought of flying ; so I was apprehend- ed by James Foyer and a party of soldiers and committed to the cells all night, next day I was brought before Mr. Orr, Justice of the Peace, where I made a declaration of what I thought could be the reason of it,- but it did me no good. All you who hear or see of me, take warning and guard against drinking, for had we not been both drunk this dismal affair had not happened, for when people are the worse of drink they do not know what they are doing, and things will hap- pen that you will never get the better of. And you married women, take care and keep your- selves sober, for when you are, the worse of drink you do not know what you are doing, and every body makes a prey of you, and you ruin yourself and family, and drives your husbands into despair that they do not care what becomes of them. And you husbands, go not astray from your wives, but nourish and cherish them as your own souls, and show a good patron before your wives and families, and seek the Lord to guide you, and every thing that is good will attend you; I reflect greatly on taking my wife's life, but it was through, drink and despair, for I did not know what I was doing, and I hope the Lord will for- give me for this along with the rest of my crimes; for had I my life to begin again I would not carry on the life that I have done; and all who see or hear of me, do not as I have done for the regard you have to yourselves and the good of your own souls, for if you are cut off in the midst of your sins, consider what danger you are in ; I thank God, that he did not cut me off in the midst of my sins, but brought me into a place where I have got my eyes opened, and has given me a sight of my sins, and time to repent of my folly, for before this happened I could not be condem- ned by man, yet I was condemned before God, though I took little thought about it till now, but now I see myself condemned both before God and man, All you sabbath breakers, swearers, drunkards and the like, turn from your ways before it be too late. Woe, woe, to the cursed drink, for it has ruined me, for when I saw my wife lying on the floor, I would have given all the world to have heard her speak again, but [] the deed was done, and I justly suffer, but
since I was condemned it has given me great un- easiness to think what has become of her poor soul, for she had not time to say, God have mercy on her. When I went to my trial I took little or no thought about it for I thought there was no proof against me, and when condemned I was the same, and said they could do no more to me, and though I was condemned by man I hoped I was not condemned by God, and took little or no thought for two or three days, when Mr. M'Kay came to see how I was, by that time I was taking thought of what a heinous sinner I was, and could speak to no person for crying, and the thoughts of my wife made my heart bleed, and I told him that it was not the death that I had to die that I was afraid of, but it was an angry God that I had to face, he told me he was not an angry God but a gracious and merciful God, and showed me several chapters of the Bible, but I took little thought of them till it pleased the Lord to send an old comerade out of Edinburgh to converse with me, for he could not get rest, when he heard I was condemned, till he see'd me, and he staid with me opening up the scriptures, in which I took great delight. And though till lately I could not have been condemned by the laws of man, I see myself a long breaker of the law of God, as it requires perfect love to God and our neighbour, Mat. xxii. 37,39. I see my- self to have been an awful transgressor of both these commandments, and all my sins appear to me very dark and dismal and now very evil in my fight. While him and we were conversing together, I was very dull thinking of my sins that I could hardly speak to him, and he said what I was working for, I told him for my sins, he replied, that work is already done, it is fi- nished by Jesus Christ, and whosoever believeth this shall be saved, for proof of this he marked, down many passages of scripture, and desired me to mind God's word and not man's. Even when I first heard this I was somewhat eased in my mind, but after examining the scriptures, I found it to be just and true, I was so much eased of that burden at my heart, that I was almost new life to me; now I rejoice when I find it written John iii. 16. That God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should have everlasting life, and I account it a faithful saying and worthy of all acceptation, that Christ Jesus came into the world to save sinners of whom I am the chief, so I see that God gave his Son freely to die for our sins, because there was no other ransome could satisfy his justice and sore provoked anger; so vile were we and full of sin, that it was necessary that God himself should be manifested in the flesh, being born of a virgin, and by his death on the cross suffer for us, see Isaiah Iiii. and in John chap xix. we have an account of his sufferings far beyond my power to describe, in particular at the 30th ver. when Jesus had received the viniger, he said it is finish- ed, and bowed his head and gave up the ghost. Now it was from this very word that I at first took all my joy, for I am assured that he hath com- pleated all salvation for the guilty, and God hath confirmed this by raising him from the dead and committing unto him all judgement; I am also assured that whosoever believeth on him shall never perish, and therefor, though I am a great sinner, I acknowledge myself to be one of the chief of sinners, yet I find I have no room forThe SECOND PART Of the Last SPEECH, Confession and dying Words of JAMES DICK, who was executed at Glasgow on Wednesday the 16th of May 1792,. and his Body given to the Professor of Anatomy to be dissected, For the horrid and cruel murder of his own Wife -----To which, is added, An account of his behaviour in Prison, and on the Scaffold.* Her and me continued at our work doing middling well till the 3oth of October 1791, that this melancholy affair happened. We took our breakfast together that morning as lovingly as any two could do in the world ; after break- fast an acquaintance called upon me and we drank three or four half mutchkins of whisky together, and between one and two he asked men to go out with him, which I did, fore againft my wift's will, we fell in with some more acquaintances and got a great deal of drink. I returned to my house in the evening much the worse of liquor, and to the best of my remembrance my wife was not at home; I was either in bed or going to bed when this melancholy affair happened, I do not mind of any words that we had, I went home with no evil in my heart against her, and I declare I did not know any thing was wrong till I saw her lying on the floor. My next door neighbour came to the door, which I opened as soon as possible, and she went and looked at my wife and said she was gone, she opened her breast and I saw the stab of a knife in one of her breasts, I then soon turned sober and thought what would be the consequnce, but never thought of flying ; so I was apprehend- ed by James Foyer and a party of soldiers and committed to the cells all night, next day I was brought before Mr. Orr, Justice of the Peace, where I made a declaration of what I thought could be the reason of it,- but it did me no good. All you who hear or see of me, take warning and guard against drinking, for had we not been both drunk this dismal affair had not happened, for when people are the worse of drink they do not know what they are doing, and things will hap- pen that you will never get the better of. And you married women, take care and keep your- selves sober, for when you are, the worse of drink you do not know what you are doing, and every body makes a prey of you, and you ruin yourself and family, and drives your husbands into despair that they do not care what becomes of them. And you husbands, go not astray from your wives, but nourish and cherish them as your own souls, and show a good patron before your wives and families, and seek the Lord to guide you, and every thing that is good will attend you; I reflect greatly on taking my wife's life, but it was through, drink and despair, for I did not know what I was doing, and I hope the Lord will for- give me for this along with the rest of my crimes; for had I my life to begin again I would not carry on the life that I have done; and all who see or hear of me, do not as I have done for the regard you have to yourselves and the good of your own souls, for if you are cut off in the midst of your sins, consider what danger you are in ; I thank God, that he did not cut me off in the midst of my sins, but brought me into a place where I have got my eyes opened, and has given me a sight of my sins, and time to repent of my folly, for before this happened I could not be condem- ned by man, yet I was condemned before God, though I took little thought about it till now, but now I see myself condemned both before God and man, All you sabbath breakers, swearers, drunkards and the like, turn from your ways before it be too late. Woe, woe, to the cursed drink, for it has ruined me, for when I saw my wife lying on the floor, I would have given all the world to have heard her speak again, but [] the deed was done, and I justly suffer, but
since I was condemned it has given me great un- easiness to think what has become of her poor soul, for she had not time to say, God have mercy on her. When I went to my trial I took little or no thought about it for I thought there was no proof against me, and when condemned I was the same, and said they could do no more to me, and though I was condemned by man I hoped I was not condemned by God, and took little or no thought for two or three days, when Mr. M'Kay came to see how I was, by that time I was taking thought of what a heinous sinner I was, and could speak to no person for crying, and the thoughts of my wife made my heart bleed, and I told him that it was not the death that I had to die that I was afraid of, but it was an angry God that I had to face, he told me he was not an angry God but a gracious and merciful God, and showed me several chapters of the Bible, but I took little thought of them till it pleased the Lord to send an old comerade out of Edinburgh to converse with me, for he could not get rest, when he heard I was condemned, till he see'd me, and he staid with me opening up the scriptures, in which I took great delight. And though till lately I could not have been condemned by the laws of man, I see myself a long breaker of the law of God, as it requires perfect love to God and our neighbour, Mat. xxii. 37,39. I see my- self to have been an awful transgressor of both these commandments, and all my sins appear to me very dark and dismal and now very evil in my fight. While him and we were conversing together, I was very dull thinking of my sins that I could hardly speak to him, and he said what I was working for, I told him for my sins, he replied, that work is already done, it is fi- nished by Jesus Christ, and whosoever believeth this shall be saved, for proof of this he marked, down many passages of scripture, and desired me to mind God's word and not man's. Even when I first heard this I was somewhat eased in my mind, but after examining the scriptures, I found it to be just and true, I was so much eased of that burden at my heart, that I was almost new life to me; now I rejoice when I find it written John iii. 16. That God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should have everlasting life, and I account it a faithful saying and worthy of all acceptation, that Christ Jesus came into the world to save sinners of whom I am the chief, so I see that God gave his Son freely to die for our sins, because there was no other ransome could satisfy his justice and sore provoked anger; so vile were we and full of sin, that it was necessary that God himself should be manifested in the flesh, being born of a virgin, and by his death on the cross suffer for us, see Isaiah Iiii. and in John chap xix. we have an account of his sufferings far beyond my power to describe, in particular at the 30th ver. when Jesus had received the viniger, he said it is finish- ed, and bowed his head and gave up the ghost. Now it was from this very word that I at first took all my joy, for I am assured that he hath com- pleated all salvation for the guilty, and God hath confirmed this by raising him from the dead and committing unto him all judgement; I am also assured that whosoever believeth on him shall never perish, and therefor, though I am a great sinner, I acknowledge myself to be one of the chief of sinners, yet I find I have no room for
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