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will be no difficult matter to decide, which
had the preference in the heart of a young
woman juft in the bloom of female maturity.
My father, although he had in the begin¬
ning rather given fome countenance to the
addreftes of Killibarren^ was too obfequious
to the will of his wife, to oppofe her decrees
with any degree of refolution : fhe accufed
him of folly, for having hearkened to the
fuit of a vaflal, for a fon-in-law, when ftie
had it in her power to beftow me upon a
hufband a'moft as rich, though not fo noble,
as the Thane himfelf: in fhort, Ihe pre¬
vailed fo far over the good nature of my
father, that he gave me over to her difpo-
fal; the confequence of which was, that
the amiable Killibarren was forbid thehoufe,
and I difcharged, under the penalty of a
maternal curfe, and deprivation of fortune,
to hold any farther correfpondence with
him: but alas! the prohibition came too
late ; we had already exchanged our hearts
by reciprocal vows, too facred to be broken
fo that I found myfelf ‘under the relu&ant
neccflity of reforting to dillimulation, that
I m. ht fliun the reftraintof a total c nfine-
ment, and be thereby deprived of the plea-
fun of fuch private interviews with my be-
loveu, a. we could procure by Health. By
one artifice after another, 1 procraftinated
the conclufion of affairs with Bernard the
advocate*